Saturday, Sunday, Monday & Tuesday

Saturday night;

As the sparks of the beautiful pyrotechnics display lit up the night sky above the floating bay, it brought back memories. But soon it too came to an end. Agitation built up from the pits of my gut and it flared up without reason which made me look ridiculous. To my spiritual creator, please forgive me and to my mortal creators, I can never be more sorry.

Sunday afternoon;

It has become a routine, sleeping late into the afternoons. Determination on signing up for my next short term goal, made me jump out of bed and get ready for the fair down at the Sands. The name of the days began fading in this routine life. I am turning into another robot in this system, where is the spark in life?

Sunday evening;

Like an alien living in hiding amongst the human race, wondering aimlessly and feeling all alone. As I watch the smiles pass me by and hear the chatters fill the air. This void is growing wider as the days past. This attempt to reach for the surface is made impossible as I drown deeper into the depths of thee unknown. My feet continually bring me round in circles, coming back to the start, a dead end. And I question myself while laughing out loudly ‘Why so serious?’

Sunday night;

Finally home in the comfort of my parents and food. It’s time for the weekend movie night. The title is not coming to mind but it is along the lines of ‘Jack and the beanstalk’ and ‘a giant slayer?’ The movie was not too bad and it got my mind off things. Lying in bed trying to fall asleep became an epic fail.

Monday;

Apparently, I have no recollection of Monday.

Tuesday;

It felt like dejavu as I woke up to the sound of a wailing baby in the corridor. Everything felt so familiar yet it was still different in its details. Time away from home is what I needed. I packed my bags, left home, hiked up four flights of steps, starred at my car and decided it’s time for that car wash. The need that followed was the need to see a group of special people who without fail make me laugh and let go of some steam. Love is what they shower me with and love is all that I can offer to them.