So time has sped past us and I have not written in like forever. All right forever is an exaggeration!
I now work with an organisation which actual name I have yet to get confirmation for. Seems like we're going through some changes, some would be an understatement. So what's been happening with me?

I wasted a hell lot of time on I do not know what. Right now as I am writing this, it's just because I need to exhale a whole load of emotions and mixologies revolving around me. You know the feeling of being outcasted? I seem to get that a lot now. Almost everywhere I once thought was home. Yeah, I know it sucks, or yeah perhaps I'm just being petty over minor issues. But it's in your face. Like the remarks and, expressions people seem to give me.

Do I have something on my forehead that reads unwelcomed?  Social butterfly? I don't think so, not anymore at least. Being in yet still out. Not knowing what would be appropriate to say anymore. Being busy with work does not even help anymore. I wonder if "Dia-Gon-Alley" would work now?

It's time for me to take a bow and get off the stage. Not that I always wanted the attention. It just happens where ever I go. There's so much to yell out right now. But no I shall keep quiet and suck it in. Where ever I turn it's just looks of disapproval or words of disapproval. HEY people where is the love was a song I remembered putting into an assignment. All right I'm publishing this for now. I have more to write but I'll do it next time.